babymittens

I know I said I'll try to be happy. I really did try.
But sometimes no matter how you try, you keep going in circles because you are caught in a bad relationship. Bad here can mean alot of things, of course.


I always believed that love will bring out the best in us, and be really constructive in our lives, be it together as a couple or as an individual.


And I still believe it. That is why although I cannot believe that I am saying this, but I'll say it anyway. I think love is lost between us. Because our marriage is no longer constructive in any way. Not to our lives together, nor to us individually. Where do we go from here? I don't know. Its not even a cross-junction to me. I do have an answer but I'm not sure if I'm right.